Gary
wished he could have spared Jesse the pain of testifying, but
he knew he couldn't. Hearing her tell of the life they lived sickened
him. He wondered if the people in this room would believe either
of them. He knew his life depended on what he said. They would
never know Gary Tyler, as he didn't really know himself.
David
wheeled Jesse's chair back to where Gary sat and she reached out
her hand to him. "I'm sorry, Jes," he whispered.
"Don't
be," she replied, softly. "I told the truth, not just for you,
but for me."
Before
Gary could answer, he felt David's hand on his shoulder. Turning,
he looked into the eyes of perhaps the only man in the room who
believed in him.
"I
call Gary Tyler to the stand," David said.
Gary
got to his feet, slowly, casting one last glance at Jesse. Ahead
of him, he saw Russ, holding a Bible out to him.
"Raise
your right hand and put your left hand on the Bible," Russ said.
"No,"
Gary replied, firmly. "I can't swear on your Bible. I don't believe
in your God."
An
audible gasp came from those assembled. It surprised Gary to see
the girl he noticed earlier put her hand to her mouth as though
shocked by his words. Her soft gray eyes turned as cold as a silent
gun barrel. Abruptly, she got up from her chair and left the room.
"Explain
yourself, young man," the judge said, forcing Gary's attention
from the young woman with the cold gray eyes. "What do you mean
you won't swear on the Bible?"
"Like
I said, I don't believe in your God. I learned a long time ago,
there ain't no God for the Tylers. If I swear on your Bible, it
would be meaningless. I'll swear on my sister's life, on my mother's
grave, but not on your Bible."
The
judge sat quietly for a moment. "I have difficulty understanding
the likes of you, Mr. Tyler. I cannot comprehend why you so despise
God, but I will make an exception to the usual rules of this court.
Do you swear, on your sister's life, to tell the truth, the whole
truth and nothing but the truth?"
"I
do," Gary answered, solemnly. He took a seat in the witness chair
and looked at Jesse. Her reassuring smile came as little comfort.
He certainly didn't know what he was doing here. He allowed his
eyes to wander to where the girl sat. Her empty seat bothered
him, but he dismissed his thoughts. He could claim no right to
be bothered by her absence. After all, she, like everyone else
in the room, came to see a Tyler hang.
"Please
state your name and age," David said, coming to stand in front
of him, to block his view of the spectators.
"My
name is Gary Tyler and I'm twenty years old."
"How
long have you ridden with your father?"
"Caleb
took me with him just after I turned thirteen."
"Seven
years?" David questioned. He acted surprised, yet he shouldn't
have been. He and Hattie took Jesse in just months after Caleb
came to get Gary. "Why did you stay?"
"Where
else could I go?" Gary asked, answering David's question with
one of his own. "I was a kid. Dying scared me more than staying."
"What
do you mean?"
"Ain't
it evident? The law wants to hang me and Caleb would have killed
me, himself, if I'd left him."
"But
you left him now. Why didn't he kill you for leaving?"
"Because
it didn't matter any more," Gary said flatly.
David
looked at him with a puzzled expression on his face. Gary hoped
he wouldn't be asked to explain. The thought of having to tell
these strangers how much Caleb despised him hurt more than any
beatings he'd ever taken. No matter what Caleb Tyler was, he still
fathered Gary.
"Have
you ever shot anyone, Gary?" David asked, moving on, rather than
expecting a more detailed answer.
The
question caught him off guard. These people wanted him to be a
murderer, David wanted him to convince them of his innocence,
but he couldn't lie. He'd sworn, on Jesse's life, to tell the
truth.
The
events surrounding her leaving crossed his mind. He could hear
Jeb bragging on how he shot her. He could feel the gun in his
hand. He could hear its explosion ringing in his ears.