Returning
to Alex's office at ten past six, Cassidy dragged herself through
the door. She couldn't wait to slam her apartment door closed,
peel off her dress, and flop onto her couch. Working this assignment,
as well as trying to keep up with the demands of her regular job
was slowly draining her reserves of energy.
But
the real reason for her total exhaustion was trying to keep her
emotions on an even keel around the finger-licking good Mr. Alex
Haydon-Smith.
Oblivious
to her surroundings, she dropped her handbag and kicked off her
wing-tipped shoes. The feel of the plush carpet against her feet
soothed her, and she headed for her desk. Just a few items to
wrap up then she'd head for home.
"You
look weary, Cassidy."
She
jumped. Alex sat at his desk, his jacket off and white shirt sleeves
rolled up. His forearms had an abundance of dark hair, which probably
meant his chest also had....
"Cassidy?"
He waved his hand close to her face to catch her attention.
She
flushed. Bedroom thoughts were dangerous thoughts. "Um, hi. I
thought you'd gone for the day."
Sinking
into her chair, she brushed the hair off her forehead. He'd been
working, too. His tie jammed into his pants pocket, he hunched
over the desktop, scribbling on his ever-present yellow pad. The
loosened collar on his shirt revealed curly black hairs. He looked
endearingly casual. He looked like Alex Smith.
She
picked up her cup of cold coffee and gulped it down. Goodness,
but it was bitter. She shivered. She felt very vulnerable right
now. Too vulnerable. Her defenses were weakening.
He
leveled a pencil at her. "Go home, Cassidy. Get some rest." Leaning
back in his executive chair, he stretched his hands behind his
head. "By the way, where do you live?"
"You
know where I live. You have my personnel records, remember?"
"Right.
Queens." He flipped his pencil off the desk. "Want me to drive
you home?"
"No,
no."
She
had to keep him at arm's length. After their understanding in
the elevator, she didn't want to take any chances. Business and
pleasure didn't mix. One-night-stands had a way of breaking hearts.
Her heart had just recently healed, and she wanted to keep it
that way.
Rubbing
her temple, she stood. Forget this paperwork. She'd better leave
now while her body still obeyed her. "Well, I think I'll go now.
See you tomorrow."
Before
she had a chance to turn, he was by her side, gripping her shoulders.
"Why are you frightened of me?"
Her
heart slammed against her ribcage. "Fr--Frightened? D--Don't be
ridiculous." Without her heels, she felt so tiny next to him.
She had to crane her neck to look up at him.
His
voice turned husky. "I'll never hurt you, Cassidy. I promise you
that."
He
lowered his head, capturing her lips. At first his touch was soft,
then he crushed her against his chest, burying his fingers in
her hair.
She
moaned. She couldn't deny her feelings any longer. Lifting up
on her toes, she wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders and
pulled him closer still. She circled small swirls on his back
with the palms of her hands and sank deeper and deeper into love's
abyss. All sensations were pushed into the background, except
for the frantic beatings of his heart and hers that became a wild
primitive mating ritual.
Although
her knees wobbled, he held her steady. He nibbled the sensitive
skin of her earlobe, then trailed his lips down the curve of her
neck.
A
thousand electric vibrations pulsed through her. His sensuous
kisses rocked her sanity. She'd never felt this way before, but,
dear God, she wanted more.
"Cassidy."
Alex whispered her name, sighing deliciously into her ear. Back
to her parted lips, he swept his tongue inside her mouth.
Trembling,
she let him take possession of her tongue, of her mouth. On its
own, her head tilted back, as if seeking a soft bed to continue
their lovemaking.
With
a sudden movement, he lifted her up and carried her over to the
black, cushioned couch. Gently placing her down, he brushed his
lips against her cheek. "Cassidy, I've wanted this since the moment
I met you."
His
warm breath fanned her face. She gazed up at him and saw his desire-darkened
eyes. Those eyes fueled an untamed longing in her. She licked
her lips.
For
a fleeting second, a strange expression passed over his face,
and she paused to analyze it. On his face was a look of victory,
or of triumph. Like she was a conquest.
Conquest?
Another notch on that damned gun belt? Anger pushed passion aside.
Anger or self-preservation?
Slithering
out from under him, she rose unsteadily to her feet. She held
up both her hands. "I'm sorry. But I just can't...."
She
had to get out of there, fast. By the drop of Alex's black eyebrows,
she could tell Mount Haydon-Smith would erupt momentarily.
Maybe
she couldn't blame him. She hadn't meant to tease. But then she
hadn't planned on being seduced, either.
And
she was nobody's conquest.
He
sat up, a look of bewilderment in his blue eyes. "Cassidy, why?"
No
words could get past her lips. Her throat had thickened and she
couldn't speak. Shaking her head, she spun around, and as fast
as she could, picked up her handbag and shoes, to beat a very
hasty retreat.