There
was something horribly disorientating about all this, Kate thought.
She suddenly seemed to be watching him from a long way off. Certainly
something had gone very wrong with her world. She was the darling
of the ton, admired and envied,
on the brink of a brilliant match that would seal her superiority
as Duchess of Yeovil. Surely she was not really ruined and disgraced?
This couldn't be happening. She wasn't trapped in the library
with that dim-witted dandy tearing her to shreds and then offering
to marry her. "I must be dreaming," she muttered faintly, then
pushed at him to unblock the door. He didn't move. "I must
be dreaming!"
"I'm
afraid not."
She
wasn't dreaming. She really was ruined, had lost Yeovil and was
stuck in the library with Ally. It was hard to know which was
worst. She pulled at the door again and hissed, "Let me out of
here," but at that he took her by the shoulders. "You and I need
to have a talk. Or rather, I need to talk to you. I don't think
you understand the situation." He tightened his grip as she squirmed
beneath it, by now alarmed at his implacable manner. She could
feel his eyes on her and forced herself to glower back. This intensified
when he steered her to the chair behind the desk and pushed her
into it. He took the other facing her, saying, "You can take your
longing eyes from the door; I'll get there before you do. And
that paperweight." He removed the heavy, ugly item from her grasp
and played with it idly before darting a piercing look at her.
"I'll
be frank."
"Unlike
previously?" Her tone was acid.
"More
so, I trust. Kate, you have a choice ahead of you. You can accept
my proposal and be my wife."
"I'd
rather go and stay with Aunt Maud," she snarled, confident that
this oft-threatened punishment was the alternative.
"As
if she'd have you," he said crushingly. "No, you still have me,
only this time with your uncle's full blessing to treat you exactly
as I used to when you were a brattish little schoolgirl. Exactly
as I used to," he added with peculiar emphasis. The relish in
his tone was not lost on Kate, who had a horrible flashback to
the time he'd picked her up and thrown her into the duck pond
after a tantrum. She had been fifteen and the awful ease with
which he had tossed her into the water was still branded on her
memory. So too was the hilarity of Ally, Dom and Robbie as she
had floundered out dripping green slime and howling furious epithets
at them. The idea that he might do the equivalent in London struck
her with stunning force, and she sprang to her feet.
"You
would not dare!"
"Really?
You're very welcome to try me," he offered kindly, amused at her
outrage.
"You
have no right!"
"Your
uncle's given me every right I need."
"That's
not a choice!"
"Of
course it is. Either I make you fit for someone else to marry
or you marry me. You should be more grateful; you're ruined and
nobody wants you; the best you can hope for in marriage otherwise
is with someone like Colley, or Dennis O'Callaghan. Oh, I know
you think I'm a stupid dandy with a crooked nose but I'm still
a far better match than either of them. "
If
anything, this genial explanation staggered her further. She dropped
back into her seat like she had been felled, and regarded him
as though he had two heads. "You'd ask me to marry you out of
pity?"
"Hardly!
I've no pity for you, Kitty. You've been spoiled beyond endurance,
but even that shouldn't make you cruel enough to run off with
another girl's betrothed and shame your family. Nor to sneer at
any man who dares to lift his eyes to you, nor to flout every
rule you can just because you're rich and beautiful. You've done
all that yourself."